I didn't get residency last year

'Oh God! I didn't match.' I was terribly upset upon seeing the email from National Residency Matching Program (NRMP) last year. I could not sleep that night. The whole year was like a painful dream for me. Death of Grand mother by advanced Pancreatic cancer, sickening problem in relation, bad numbers of interview calls, all had a cumulative effect on my overall well being.